Cny day1 :

With sister

Before recording, purple lights switched on.

After filming :

Grey contacts on!

Anyway, I've been thinking that actually entering Jjc would be a good thing.

ALL of my relatives/cousins are disgusted by my first choice of AJ i have no idea why.

Ah well, guess i'm really fine with whichever Jc i go to now.

Whichever Jc i enter, i'll just work extremely hard

I've really learnt my lesson haha, guess failure is necessary at times.

Failure forces someone to face reality, to stop depending on luck, to start being down-to-earth.

It forces you to reflect, to paste a bandaid on your wound, to pick yourself up and start living and not just existing.

Cheesy but i think this is God's way of telling me that i really need to wake the fuck up.

Scraped through psle without studying, scraped through lower sec being the top 20% without putting in much effort, DID NOT scrape through upper sec/O's.

Stumbled and fucking fell during my O's, I swear i won't let it happen again for my A's.

So..

AJ/NY/JJ, COME AT ME BABAYE IM READY >:)

Just got my new white iPhone 4s btw.

Had an awesome time with Jessica today, will upload photos when phone is done restoring.