Thursday, December 15, 2011

Because the guy in charge of photos have not uploaded them,
I shall do ' 5 Secrets ' hahaha revealing my insecurities to all of you FUN OR NOT? ;)



1) My nose bothers me.

My nose is not blunt but i don't like the way it looks like when i smile okay now all of you will squint and stare at my nose in the post below _|_ But yes, i think it looks very awkward AND IM ACTUALLY CONSIDERING PLASTIC SURGERY FOR IT WHEN I GROW UP AND HAVE ENOUGH $$ DAMN ALL OF YOU WITH PERFECT DAINTY NOSES FFFFUUUU.

2) I'm afraid of the dark.

Do i sound ridiculous? But i really, really am. i need a night lamp even when i sleep in my room i n.e.e.d light. I don't know why but when i'm in a totally dark place i'll start imagining things and it gets really.. overwhelming. I don't know man i really don't know but one way to really fuck me over is to keep me locked up in a dark place tyvm.

3) I have a rational fear of being a spinster.

Insecuregirl_95 all of a sudden but i always have this feeling that i'd end up alone when i grow up, into a matured woman. I mean with my stubborn/irritable personality and tendency to push people away.. i figured that i might really end up forever alone ): I've told the meanest things to guys and yea i really regret it oh my i am starting to be incoherent okay moving on ._.

4) Sucks to be ' strong '.

People think they can hurt me because i'm just insensitive, or just not that emotional. But frankly when i say i don't care, i actually do (sometimes) . It's my way of covering up my emotions so that you won't get to hurt me again. BY saying that i don't care, i convince myself that i don't and after a while, i guess i learn not to care. Do you guys understand what i am saying? Probably not because my English is seriously malfunctioning.



I'm stopping here because the next one i can think of is too.. no i can't do it here hah have fun reading (:

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